It's not been my strongest or best week.. hence the weak. . . so let's get to it.
A quiet weekend rolled into a quiet Lundi Gras. Kbird agreed to come with me to the office for a little while on Monday before our day of adventuring began.
Since my newly mani'd nails (color not of my own choice) had already removed the offensive color on their own I hurriedly slapped on a coat of "shower together" which could actually be referred to as Smurf Blue. It's fun.. sillly.. not serious.. So me.
While fooling the general world that I know what I am doing.. Kailey looked about my oddly shaped and furnished work space and found pictures that she remembered and also saw a glimpse of the past when she realized my brother is, indeed, spitting image of my father. Interesting to see the connections there.. especially when you see pictures of a younger momma.. and see a great deal of her in me.
We ran errands and scoped out a new place to live.. and giggled and laughed and somehow managed to annoy Jeremy -- but then again I do that by breathing some times.
And in the scope of the next few days I found my comfort with visits with Buster and Hissy both.. two nites in a row.. the greatest thing about this is being able to jump up and go.. whether its to Nanny's to eat dinner celebrating 89 years of life... or gathering at Snowball's for great pizza and strawberries.. with not one but TWO sorts of sugar..
I am still fighting something that wants me to be sick.. Nite time phone calls are shorter (yet just as sweet) and not so laughter filled this week. I haven't really been cranky.. jus sleepy and not willing to fight/snipe/or flirt. Mark *that* down.
Two nites this week I was actually visited in dreams by people I'd like to deal with. One nite was a full nite of confrontation.. with nothing being settled.. how like my waking world. No one died. And should I be allowed this confrontation in the real world I cannot say that that will happen. I am pretty unhappy,, and I've confirmed.. it's well within my right to be so.
The other was sweeter but verily impossible to happen because there was actually peace.. not on earth.. jus in my family.
So today is a day of work.. more training and nail painting and vitamin taking. I will leave a couple hours early since I spent part of Monday here.. It's Lent in Louisiana so.. that means seafood.. which means a deadly version of chicken around here for me. I'll attempt this no meat thing but the first sight of shrimp and I will be on an all steak diet. I think I'll do either sushi or Agave patio later.. and maybe some Buster time.. we have an escape to plan.. I have all my sugars lined up..
Friday, February 27, 2009
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